终于！！终于！！！挨了三年的学长，最后终于卸任了。。。
当然。。。我。。。哈哈哈哈。。。是有自知之明的。。。
这三年里，我在学长团做过最伟大的事迹就是。。。很负责任地做我的值日啦！！！
不管怎样，我还是很高兴曾经呆在学长团里^^
很开心，我可以与你们一起在学长团度过那么多的日子。。。
很开心，我认识了你们^^
我爱你们，学长团！！！要加油哦！！！！
Friday, July 24, 2009
Friday, June 26, 2009
无言。。。
不懂本来还好好的，可是突然之间在星期二和星期三那两天突然就变了。。。
我有一度怀疑是不是因为我又不负责任。。。可是又很像不是。。。那到底是为什么呢。。。
我很想知道答案，可是。。。。我还是不知如何开口。。。
为么每次好好的时候，突然又会冷战。。。我是可能有错，可是我不知道我错在哪里。。。
保持中立，永远只想要有朋友，不想有敌人的我。。。真不知如何做是好。。。。
到底发生什么事！！！哎。。。。。唉。。。。。
我有一度怀疑是不是因为我又不负责任。。。可是又很像不是。。。那到底是为什么呢。。。
我很想知道答案，可是。。。。我还是不知如何开口。。。
为么每次好好的时候，突然又会冷战。。。我是可能有错，可是我不知道我错在哪里。。。
保持中立，永远只想要有朋友，不想有敌人的我。。。真不知如何做是好。。。。
到底发生什么事！！！哎。。。。。唉。。。。。
Wednesday, June 3, 2009
Weirdd!!!Duno Wat to do!!!
today i open my blog n saw tis!!!
OMG!!!tht day ViVi juz help me decorate my blog but dunno y it bcome messy!!!!!
N i dunno wat to do...i oso dunno how to design it....
So.....i made it bak bcome normal.....=.=
Dunno y the blog is cacat oredi juz now....soooo weird n hard to c all the things....i juz c the things is mix up together like cannot separate..
haiz........nvm lar...
next time call vivi help me again lur~~
hehe Sure u will help rite~???
OMG!!!tht day ViVi juz help me decorate my blog but dunno y it bcome messy!!!!!
N i dunno wat to do...i oso dunno how to design it....
So.....i made it bak bcome normal.....=.=
Dunno y the blog is cacat oredi juz now....soooo weird n hard to c all the things....i juz c the things is mix up together like cannot separate..
haiz........nvm lar...
next time call vivi help me again lur~~
hehe Sure u will help rite~???
Monday, May 25, 2009
Tagged by VIVI
Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
At here rite now >.< (i dunno wat im thinking actually)
Could you handle a long distance relationship?
Yes mayb, i can but i scare oso...now i need is a guy tht can take care of me
When’s the last time you said you were fine, but really weren’t?
If not wrong is the end of Feb or March
When is your birthday?
18th Oct
Relationships or one night stands?
Relationships
Have you ever loved someone who didn’t love you back?
Have but few, i will not or dunno how to love ppl tht dun love me
Has anyone ever told you they love you?
Yes....
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Never, but i wan try it (inside my mind i have done it)
When was the last time you were disappointed?
Too many n i cant rmb =.=
Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
Yes (whn they need me, thn treat me good; dun need me, treat me sux)
What happened at 9:00 AM today?
Taking photograph (tired!!!!)
What were you doing 1 hour ago?
Eating a very yummy cake~~~
What was the last thing you said aloud?
Hmm.....aloud ar...scolding ppl“你们不会排队啊？排一排，不会听啊！！！”
What was the last thing you bought?
A pursue but not yet pay haha>.<>
What’s bothering you right now?
Tired!! wanna sleep
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
Sure i can, if can sleep i will not care everythings most important is sleep
Do you sleep a lot?
Normal sch time i sleep 6hours, holiday time i sleep 11hours above ( I love to sleep so much >.<)
What’s the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
Turn off the alarm of my hp
What were you doing at ten last night?
Watching drama lor~~
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
Yes!!Sure!!must!!!! I dun like to guess, n i love a guy tht brave!!!
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
Erm....still ok lar...but damn tired lor...n i long time didnt do this kind of thing
Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
Yes, i will
What do you currently hear?
D-51 songs (Japan) their voice so nice~~
Do you consider yourself lucky?
Dunno...but i hope i can b lucky
Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush?
Yup~~whn im primary3
Last place you hugged someone?
At sch hall, Harn & VIVI hugged me ( i wan a lovely hug)
Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Yes....
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
No...nth tht is funny~
Who is the last person you got really pissed off at?
She...treat me good whn needed me n treat me bad whn im useless to her
Do you want someone you can’t have?
No, but i will wish the person happy 4ever
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
Michelle, Vivi, Lilian
Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes~~
Do you feel that your previous relationships were a waste of time?
No...but im disappointed on it....
people you tagged:
Michelle
Harn
SD
Haha my fren less play blog n frens dunno im playing blog
Where is the person who has your heart at the moment?
At here rite now >.< (i dunno wat im thinking actually)
Could you handle a long distance relationship?
Yes mayb, i can but i scare oso...now i need is a guy tht can take care of me
When’s the last time you said you were fine, but really weren’t?
If not wrong is the end of Feb or March
When is your birthday?
18th Oct
Relationships or one night stands?
Relationships
Have you ever loved someone who didn’t love you back?
Have but few, i will not or dunno how to love ppl tht dun love me
Has anyone ever told you they love you?
Yes....
When was the last time you wanted to punch someone in their face?
Never, but i wan try it (inside my mind i have done it)
When was the last time you were disappointed?
Too many n i cant rmb =.=
Is there anyone who doesn’t like you?
Yes (whn they need me, thn treat me good; dun need me, treat me sux)
What happened at 9:00 AM today?
Taking photograph (tired!!!!)
What were you doing 1 hour ago?
Eating a very yummy cake~~~
What was the last thing you said aloud?
Hmm.....aloud ar...scolding ppl“你们不会排队啊？排一排，不会听啊！！！”
What was the last thing you bought?
A pursue but not yet pay haha>.<>
What’s bothering you right now?
Tired!! wanna sleep
Can you sleep without blankets covering you?
Sure i can, if can sleep i will not care everythings most important is sleep
Do you sleep a lot?
Normal sch time i sleep 6hours, holiday time i sleep 11hours above ( I love to sleep so much >.<)
What’s the first thing you did when you woke up this morning?
Turn off the alarm of my hp
What were you doing at ten last night?
Watching drama lor~~
If someone liked you right now would you want them to tell you?
Yes!!Sure!!must!!!! I dun like to guess, n i love a guy tht brave!!!
Do you enjoy late night phone conversations?
Erm....still ok lar...but damn tired lor...n i long time didnt do this kind of thing
Will you be sleeping alone tonight?
Yes, i will
What do you currently hear?
D-51 songs (Japan) their voice so nice~~
Do you consider yourself lucky?
Dunno...but i hope i can b lucky
Have you ever confessed your feelings to a crush?
Yup~~whn im primary3
Last place you hugged someone?
At sch hall, Harn & VIVI hugged me ( i wan a lovely hug)
Is there anybody you’re really disappointed in right now?
Yes....
Do you have a reason to smile right now?
No...nth tht is funny~
Who is the last person you got really pissed off at?
She...treat me good whn needed me n treat me bad whn im useless to her
Do you want someone you can’t have?
No, but i will wish the person happy 4ever
Connection between you and the last person who text messaged you?
Michelle, Vivi, Lilian
Is someone on your mind right now?
Yes~~
Do you feel that your previous relationships were a waste of time?
No...but im disappointed on it....
people you tagged:
Michelle
Harn
SD
Haha my fren less play blog n frens dunno im playing blog
Wednesday, May 20, 2009
警报
人的身上有一种警报，它会警告人不要太过于靠近人们。
这是因为人们会背叛人，警报不想人再次被受伤害，它拼命警告人别再受伤害，别在为了人们而使自己受伤。。。
可是人就是不听警报的话，继续跟人们成为很要好的朋友们。其实人是明白警报是为了人好的，可是就是没办法死心。。。这全都因为人很喜欢人们。
直到有一天，人再次被人们所背叛，人再一次受伤害。人开始恐惧人们的所作所为；人开始放弃对人们的期待；人开始疏远人们，只为了不要再被受伤害。。。
人开始感到挣扎，人很喜欢人们，很怕被人们背叛。人很想再与人们成为朋友，人不想再害怕，可是人知道人们有一天又会再次离开人。
人终于鼓起勇气，才次跟人们成为朋友，可是在人的心里不再只有警报，而是多了许许多多的防火墙，许许多多的铁门，不想再让任何人们越过人最深，最真诚的一面。
这一切的一切，都是因为人已经不再相信人最爱的人们。人无法除去人心里最深的疙瘩及创伤。
人真的很爱人们，可是人们不断背叛人。人只求人们可以真心对待人，因为人很怕寂寞，人不喜欢孤独。人喜欢真诚，又纯洁的人们。
这是因为人们会背叛人，警报不想人再次被受伤害，它拼命警告人别再受伤害，别在为了人们而使自己受伤。。。
可是人就是不听警报的话，继续跟人们成为很要好的朋友们。其实人是明白警报是为了人好的，可是就是没办法死心。。。这全都因为人很喜欢人们。
直到有一天，人再次被人们所背叛，人再一次受伤害。人开始恐惧人们的所作所为；人开始放弃对人们的期待；人开始疏远人们，只为了不要再被受伤害。。。
人开始感到挣扎，人很喜欢人们，很怕被人们背叛。人很想再与人们成为朋友，人不想再害怕，可是人知道人们有一天又会再次离开人。
人终于鼓起勇气，才次跟人们成为朋友，可是在人的心里不再只有警报，而是多了许许多多的防火墙，许许多多的铁门，不想再让任何人们越过人最深，最真诚的一面。
这一切的一切，都是因为人已经不再相信人最爱的人们。人无法除去人心里最深的疙瘩及创伤。
人真的很爱人们，可是人们不断背叛人。人只求人们可以真心对待人，因为人很怕寂寞，人不喜欢孤独。人喜欢真诚，又纯洁的人们。
Sunday, May 10, 2009
烦！！！！
Why u always wan to talk those topic tht i dun wan to hear or listen at all??
dun u think tht is noisy n annoying??
everytime u sit down wif us, wat u talk is all abt tht bull shit!!!
whn we eat u can talk abt the shit,
whn we watching tv u oso can talk abt tht....
u dun think tht is annoying but i think so...
y u need to always talk abt it....
u say dun care, but u always keep on talking abt tht!!!
i feel it is too over oredi..
pls lar... pls let my ears quiet n rest lar....
everytime hear u said abt it...really.....really....
ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HATE IT!!!HATE IT!!!!
juz stop abt it pls...........
dun u think tht is noisy n annoying??
everytime u sit down wif us, wat u talk is all abt tht bull shit!!!
whn we eat u can talk abt the shit,
whn we watching tv u oso can talk abt tht....
u dun think tht is annoying but i think so...
y u need to always talk abt it....
u say dun care, but u always keep on talking abt tht!!!
i feel it is too over oredi..
pls lar... pls let my ears quiet n rest lar....
everytime hear u said abt it...really.....really....
ANNOYING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!HATE IT!!!HATE IT!!!!
juz stop abt it pls...........
Friday, April 24, 2009
闷~~。。。。BORINGGGGG
唉呀。。。。唉呀。。。。
Michelle & Chia Yee go to KL 2nd days oredi...
made me too boring in house oni....no ppl chat wif me no ppl 38 wif me really sienzzz ooo.....
Dunno how are thm now ler....Hope got present whn thm bak at Monday lar... haha!!!!
So sienzz...in school...Every week juz same everyday juz same nth change always like tht...
why cannot hav something different ler??why nth funny happen in sch??
why still need to go to school... haiz....
damn sienzzz oo....
everyday go to school, after tht back home sleep n watch movie n nth change really boringg.............
Michelle & Chia Yee go to KL 2nd days oredi...
made me too boring in house oni....no ppl chat wif me no ppl 38 wif me really sienzzz ooo.....
Dunno how are thm now ler....Hope got present whn thm bak at Monday lar... haha!!!!
So sienzz...in school...Every week juz same everyday juz same nth change always like tht...
why cannot hav something different ler??why nth funny happen in sch??
why still need to go to school... haiz....
damn sienzzz oo....
everyday go to school, after tht back home sleep n watch movie n nth change really boringg.............
Sunday, April 12, 2009
Tuesday, April 7, 2009
不要对我再说爱-林凡
太多爱不明不白
我还在分手的那一天原地徘徊
太多事不明不白
不明白怎么笑着走出来
不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去再也回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在秋千上摇摆
太多人不明不白
我不想重新开始后
还想着原来
太多人不必等待
我不能给你确定的未来
不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在秋千上来回摇摆
不要对我再说爱
我坦白一直忘不了原来
不要对我再说爱
我害怕我们再受到伤害
不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
就让我一个人静静摇摆
一段爱从不明白到明白
我的眼泪才慢慢流出来
我还在分手的那一天原地徘徊
太多事不明不白
不明白怎么笑着走出来
不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去再也回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在秋千上摇摆
太多人不明不白
我不想重新开始后
还想着原来
太多人不必等待
我不能给你确定的未来
不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
我还在秋千上来回摇摆
不要对我再说爱
我坦白一直忘不了原来
不要对我再说爱
我害怕我们再受到伤害
不要对我再说爱
你回来可是过去回不来
不要对我再说爱
就让我一个人静静摇摆
一段爱从不明白到明白
我的眼泪才慢慢流出来
Monday, April 6, 2009
超不爽！！！！
今天超级想骂粗口的！！！！！！！
那条比畜牲还不如的人渣！！！不对，不是人渣而是烂到无法形容！！！！！！
他妈！！！乱乱拿我桌上的名单，还乱乱丢！！！！叫他拿回来，还用不爽的态度给回我！！！！应该用“丢回给我”！！！！！！
真想好好地揍他一顿！！！！！！！惹我发脾气！！！已经很多年没有酱暴躁了！！！
真想拖他出去斩掉！！！！！
死基佬！！！！！真是想打死你，活埋你！！！！恶心八啦的臭人！！！！！！！
明明是你的错，还到处说“学长太完啊！”对！！！学长就是比你大！！只是看我要不要弄你罢了！！！！！！！！！！！
PKM HKC JPL CBKIA FUCK U SHIT ASSHOLE KANASAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
那条比畜牲还不如的人渣！！！不对，不是人渣而是烂到无法形容！！！！！！
他妈！！！乱乱拿我桌上的名单，还乱乱丢！！！！叫他拿回来，还用不爽的态度给回我！！！！应该用“丢回给我”！！！！！！
真想好好地揍他一顿！！！！！！！惹我发脾气！！！已经很多年没有酱暴躁了！！！
真想拖他出去斩掉！！！！！
死基佬！！！！！真是想打死你，活埋你！！！！恶心八啦的臭人！！！！！！！
明明是你的错，还到处说“学长太完啊！”对！！！学长就是比你大！！只是看我要不要弄你罢了！！！！！！！！！！！
PKM HKC JPL CBKIA FUCK U SHIT ASSHOLE KANASAI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Thursday, April 2, 2009
愚人节！！！
哎呀呀。。。
昨天的愚人节没什么气氛的，总觉得闷了点儿。。。
在上电脑时，呵呵！！！！
突然人来疯，跟朋友玩起太后，宫女，和侍卫的游戏！！！
哈哈！！个子最小的大大当然是饰演太后咯~~~而我嘛当然是宫女咯~~~~最像大姐大的佳瑜就是侍卫了~~~~
嚯。。。做宫女真辛苦。。。我的背陀到好累哦！没法子啦，谁叫我高过太后~~~
呵呵呵呵~~！！！！
昨天的愚人节没什么气氛的，总觉得闷了点儿。。。
在上电脑时，呵呵！！！！
突然人来疯，跟朋友玩起太后，宫女，和侍卫的游戏！！！
哈哈！！个子最小的大大当然是饰演太后咯~~~而我嘛当然是宫女咯~~~~最像大姐大的佳瑜就是侍卫了~~~~
嚯。。。做宫女真辛苦。。。我的背陀到好累哦！没法子啦，谁叫我高过太后~~~
呵呵呵呵~~！！！！
Tuesday, March 31, 2009
可怜的一天& 快乐的一天
本来想今天偷懒的说。。。。
怎知道，是真的需要休息 T-T
还有呀，为么今天数学的题目容易，而我不在学校 T-T
算了吧。。。。明天只好拼了老命也要读 唉。。。。。
今天玩STEPS, HEHE，高兴，快乐 ^^
玩活动拿到了礼物，那就是黑暗夜姬
那个是 custom dress 哈哈！！！嘿嘿！！！
^/^
怎知道，是真的需要休息 T-T
还有呀，为么今天数学的题目容易，而我不在学校 T-T
算了吧。。。。明天只好拼了老命也要读 唉。。。。。
今天玩STEPS, HEHE，高兴，快乐 ^^
玩活动拿到了礼物，那就是黑暗夜姬
那个是 custom dress 哈哈！！！嘿嘿！！！
^/^
Sunday, March 15, 2009
我觉得自己好像一只笨蛋
我是如此地爱你。。。
我选择了不再逃避爱情，选择了你。。。
选择将全心的爱你，选择答应将会陪在你身边。。。
可是到后来，我发现。。。
你根本不是真的爱我的，我的存在对你而言，
只是一个过程，一个你感情失败后的过程，我只是你的救生圈。。。
为什么我们的重逢时在你失恋过后？？？
其实你还爱着她，因为当我问关于“她”的事，你就逃避我。。。
就算我与你没有联络，你也不在乎。。。
你根本不痛不痒，你觉得这没关系。。。
你没把它当过一回事。。。。
这是因为你心里还有她，而不是我。。。。。。。。。。。
就算失去我也没关系，只要她会与你联络，你就OK，觉得高兴。。。
今天我总算领悟了。。。
你爱的是她，不是我。。。
你们彼此的约定，你还遵守着。。
我相信你是很专一，可是并不是对我。。。。
这是我第一次放下心扉真心的爱一个人，可是结局却是如此。。。
好想放声大哭，可是我只听到心慢慢裂开的声音。。。
爱真的会幸福吗？？
永别了我真心的爱。。。
到最后，是你伤得我最深，说什么回保护我不受伤害，都是骗人的。。。。
永别我的爱，你我已经是不可能的了。。。
我选择了不再逃避爱情，选择了你。。。
选择将全心的爱你，选择答应将会陪在你身边。。。
可是到后来，我发现。。。
你根本不是真的爱我的，我的存在对你而言，
只是一个过程，一个你感情失败后的过程，我只是你的救生圈。。。
为什么我们的重逢时在你失恋过后？？？
其实你还爱着她，因为当我问关于“她”的事，你就逃避我。。。
就算我与你没有联络，你也不在乎。。。
你根本不痛不痒，你觉得这没关系。。。
你没把它当过一回事。。。。
这是因为你心里还有她，而不是我。。。。。。。。。。。
就算失去我也没关系，只要她会与你联络，你就OK，觉得高兴。。。
今天我总算领悟了。。。
你爱的是她，不是我。。。
你们彼此的约定，你还遵守着。。
我相信你是很专一，可是并不是对我。。。。
这是我第一次放下心扉真心的爱一个人，可是结局却是如此。。。
好想放声大哭，可是我只听到心慢慢裂开的声音。。。
爱真的会幸福吗？？
永别了我真心的爱。。。
到最后，是你伤得我最深，说什么回保护我不受伤害，都是骗人的。。。。
永别我的爱，你我已经是不可能的了。。。
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